Mary wouldn’t have approved of this
approved of me
me being who I want to be
well Mary has already gone away
she, the girl I loved the most
only plays host
(hostess) to her own illness
her own faults
locked in vaults
in her heart
which was torn apart
she keeps love
from bleeding out
all over me like a shower
well it’s so useless to try
to love her enough
she doesn’t want your love
(all she wants is your love)
she is only her own
she is always alone
but Mary’s never lonely
she’s always so lonesome
she’s always so so so-
nevermind-